It's almost the weekend again ;)

Many thoughts have resonated in my mind lately.  In all aspects of my life - church, school, relationships, stewardship - I have been and am experiencing God each day.  But as I sit down to write tonight, to try to collect my thoughts, to try to re-capture those moments when the Holy Spirit touched my heart and I suddenly "got it", my mind is suddenly at a blank.  It's nearing 2am and I am feeling a little tired, both from the events of the day, and the events of this past week.  So, I am not going to write in specifics of the times when I both understood and felt God's love and Grace working in my life and the situations that I find myself in.  I am just grateful, to be where I am today.  I am grateful not because things are perfect in my life, but rather, that I feel that these days my walk with the Jesus is close enough for me to call Him a friend.  He is in every aspect of my life, in my thoughts.  I ponder about Him, I pray to him many times a day - He has truly become an integral part of my life.  I find myself growing in trust, believing in the Power of the Sovereign God to do the work that we cannot do.  I find myself thinking that I should pray about something first before doing anything, wow.  But most of all, I find myself relying on God more, and on people less.  I will keep praying, in all the situations of my life, I want to surrender to God, realizing that we are completely broken and that the only thing that could ever heal or fulfill us is the divine love of God.